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| ahhh long time no blog.... well long time no online rin i guess
hahahaha im supposed to be memorizing the soliloquy right now
pero im tamad... well prom was last night..... my heels killed me
serioso, 3 inches, and nagka sorta cramps ako sa part below my
calves.... anyway i dont know what to blog about
oh... i left my camera sa shang... hahaha buti lng cancio anc jackie
were still there, so they took it home for me XC hahahaha
thats why i need a bag..... hahaha bahala na.... soliloquy time
babaii
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| okey this might be a long blog... hahaha lemme start with the
vari. after school, i went to tboi to meet my mom. she
brought my clothes, coz i forgot to bring it. hahahaha then
i went there and changed there narin. para wala na ako dadalhin
and iiwanin sa car ni marti. then went back to meet up with marti
and jeni sa mtq. then stayed there and chatted a bit with patty
and jeanne. sooper init that time!!! hahaha. XD then we walked to
gate four na with greg and started pila-ing na. then i just asked Chris
to sell the other extra ticket we had. thank god for chris. fastforward
to when we got in na, introduce Ela and Earvin narin to each other.
well anyway. tried to buy nuggets, but they ran out. then went to buy
water. hahaha then finally after a long wait, got me and Marti nuggets.
hahaha kinda bad trip ung vari, coz sooper bad time management
and whatevers. then got to the front barrier part. haha CHINA ROCKS
tlga! hahaha forever! hahaha then marti and milcah left. and i hung
around with sila kyle and ian nlng. jeni and greg were gone by then.
then ahia came and we left. pero before that, itchyworms sang
my fave song! XD... ahihihi... i really love that song. so nice. sad though
then saturday
went to liz's house to bake chris's gift. they got cute littol askal doggies!
i want! but i cant. hahaha and after a long time of sleeping in the car,
got to Syoti's place. tried on the dress, fit pretty okey. hahaha. the pink
color of the dress is kinda okey. hahaha. i need shoes! seriosong need
them na. and another dress... then did the cutting, and more of the
english termpaper. gah! i hate that. i still dint finish it! bwah! hateful!
then that night, i slept early na. mga 10 i was asleep na. hahaha...
had 9 hours of sleep.
sunday
prepared to go to the fair. hahaha sun block!!! hahaha as in todong
sunblock. hahaha had a pancake and left na. then me and Kev went
to the mass sa mtq... hahaha then walked all the way to gate 8... gah
so far! hahaha well anyway. met up with jeni. then we got separated,
coz hinuli sila. then hung around the lounge booth... then hung out with
chelsa and phillip and greg. then went to ash.then back again.
hahah then hung out again at the lounge booth. and chris taught me
how to take pictures. hahaha then took pictures of earvin and jaz...
bwahaha. nahuli sila ... bwahaha. then hung out sum more sa
lounge booth. then went horror booth. no offense, pero di ako
natakot :)) we got lost pa nga sa gitna of the trail of terror e! haha
then went back to the lounge booth. then ktv!! hahaha well they
sang i barely sang e. didnt know most of the songs! hahaha
then after that left na. well had to go fetch shoti before that...
then left na. everyone was wetting each other na! then i really left
and here i am blogging, and still doing my english ... gah...
buti lng debate is done na. XP hehehehe
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callalily
Magbalikwala nang dating pagtingin
sawa na ba sa king lambing
wala ka namang dahilan
bakit bigla na lang nang-iwan?
di na alam ang gagawin
upang ika'y magbalik sa kin
ginawa ko naman ang lahat
bakit bigla na lang naghanap
hindi magbabago
pagmamahal sa iyo
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito
tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
sa pag-ikot
pag-ibig di mapapagod
tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
sa pag-agos
pag-ibig di matatapos
alaala'y bumabalik
mga panahong nasasabik
sukdulang mukha mo ay laging nasa panaginip
bakit biglang pinagpalit
pagsasamahan tila nawaglit
ang dating walang hanggan
nagkaroon ng katapusan
hindi magbabago
pagmamahal sa iyo
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito
tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
sa pag-ikot
pag-ibig di mapapagod
tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
sa pag-agos
pag-ibig di matatapos
awwww... what a sad song. anyway just finished watching
if only. and i guess its a pretty okey movie... i like that
lakehouse movie better than this though... ahh cheesy love stories
"you taught me to love" wata load o crap...
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| "there actually is a monster under your bed. your parents lied"
thats what my fortune cookie said when i smashed it...
well its actually happened to me. well not the monster thing.
mainly about food. parents, uncles, grandparents. everyone.
they keep telling me things that aren't true, they bend the truth
so much it could be considered a lie. and omission. people
find it a necessary part of life to keep omitting important details
concerning me. or about things i want to know... well nuf said
today.... my uncle was saying na he ordered a 'gia' for chinese
new year. blablabla. then i said na that's a goose diba, just to
make sure. and my aunt says yes. while my uncle nudged her
to say na its a duck. wth.... the whole family lies to me. and
then they wonder why i don't kwento anything to them...
then today is cram day. and get sick of c2... well i saw a 1L
bottle of c2 today... ^__^ i got it. and now my cough is back
darned c2...... but its just so darned yummy. and it has 27 grams
of sugar... if i get diabetes, i wouldnt be surprised... coz just this
morning i had suman, with a whole lot of sugar.... i am sugafied
.......... sugar rules my world............
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| okey today is pissing me off
i mean the day was pretty fine, but then came the almost end of the day
when people say things, do things, and shit like that
there i go, nagmumura na
well its just such a pissy day!!
my mom says im so dumb that's why we weren't chosen for the science
congress and that i always surround myself with the average people
and that i should go hang out with smart people and stupid shit like that
puchaaaaaa! then ms juanta sorta lost our introduction, so now
me and jackie gotta make a new one. then shei didnt give the recipes to
eunice and jewel, then someone is may get hurt, and i am just pissed off
i dont understand things anymore. i need to meet all these freaking
deadlines, and the people around me are so not cooperating!
they are freaking annoying me. so maybe im a control freak
but i am a control freak for a reason. the lack of discipline is killing me
and priorities, there aren't any more right prioritization! is there even a
word like that? why cant life fast forward to the end of school? i want it
to be summer already, and to stay forever in summer. i never wanna
come back from china, i want it to stay in china tour forever. the freedom
calls to me. grabe ang emo ko na. i hate being emo. my emo-ness...
crapinessity. and here starts feb, my emo months along with march. and
that i would have digestive problems. then august and september again
must remember these few months. oh and my mom also complained about
my height. hah. its always my fault. that im just too short, that im too dumb,
that i dont talk enough, that i am so worthless. oo na, ako na pinakamaliit
sa family, yes tanggap ko na. na im dumb, tanggap ko narin, lahat
natanggap ko na. yes ampon na ako. they might as well throw me out of
the house. and nagparinig pa mom ko sakin. coz our neighbor has a
daughter, she's one year older than me, she's tall, pretyy, sexy,
watever shit like that. then she goes and has a boyfriend that is just
so bad for her. i can say she has no standards. maybe her
standards is a guy with a car, but damn his car is the papansin kinda
car, the engine was replaced with the noisy one. hateful. then she just
goes off with her boyfriend and here i am listening to mommy make
parinig. hu da hell said that i would have no standards? mashado nga
mataas ung akin, no one will ever be able to meet it. hahaha i will
drown myself... in hopes of meeting the perfect merman.... merpeople,
they attract me. vampires too. well there wont be any chance that i'd
meet one. so drowning it is. but damn vampires are so alluring.
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